haix.
running this race is getting tough.
yups.
no one said its gonna be smooth anyway...
lots of times i really feel like..
giving up.
jus stop gg to church.. and tts it.
everything's solved. how great?
but i jus cant bring myself to do so...
i wonder..
how can someone
who has experienced His goodness,
His grace and His love,
and seen how true He is..
choose to leave Him?
He died for mi
He suffered so much for mi
and now,
am i gg to say?!:
'God
this is too much for mi.
i cant handle it.
i'm sorrie.
i dun wan you.
i choose my good and comfortable life!'
that's is basically
putting Him back on tt cross again!!!
nope.
nope.
i cant bring myself to that..
i dun wan...
i dun wan to jus accept defeat..
i dun wan to leave Him..
i wan to jus dwell in His presence...
to hide under His wings....
i wan to continue to run this race.
even if it hurts.
that when i cross the finishing line...
i wan to see that smile of His.
Becoz of that smile.
i will perservere...
yup.
S.A. Tan is attacking
but dun worry..
God's on the move too!!!!!
eventually
all will be worthwhile..
``~Mr problem, i have a BIG GOD!!!! ~~~
