merry christmas!~

oh yeah!
its time to blog again!
haven been blogging for a realy long time
hahahax.

``nissi 3. . .

`off to Thailand... impacting the world for Christ*~

seems like time really passby very fast
all started when YI set off to Thailand
to impact the world for Him!
awesome!
really heard lots of great testimonies.
blind see, lame walk, bla bla bla.
most imptly, all that salvations..
awesome.

during tt week they were away,
i tot i would be
very lonely and sian.
but i was wrong.
i didnt really feel sian at all.
there was planning for combine cell
the whole region.
hax. cool
yupx. all went smoothly.
Thannk God!
after tt there was YI camp planning and stuff.
really rush.
coz its like abt 2week away only
and alot of peeps at mission trip.
so we had to plan it wif those pple we had.
alot of things not settled.
aso had prayer meetings to pray them...
on top of tt, pple were always there for mi
whenever i feel alone.
really appreciate tt..

anyways, really touched
when lamerx gave mi a bdae surprise
exactly 20 days before my bdae..
24.11.2005
really didnt expect it at all.
yupx. really fun! hahax
its really glad to see them all...
esp nw tt we are in different institutions
i tot they would jus forget abt mi
since so many of them are
nt in spore on my bday..
but i was wrong. really wrong.
really really appreciate wad they did..
these are the best kind of friends to hav!
on top of that,
looking at how much effort
they spent on my present,
i was really amazed.
simply amazed.
1214 stars in tt nice container..
i simply cant imagine
the whole lamerx
sitting down
folding all tt stars for mi
i really feel so loved!! =)
hahax.
they are fantastic! heex.

` lamerz,inc.
~'thanks for everything.
+ ~`really. love you guys to bits!~

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YI camp. 05
13-16dec

i was really excited abt this camp
i dunno why
i jus feel tt its gonna be extraordinary.
really had a hard time
persuading my mum to let mi go.
simply becoz my sis jus came back frm mt
and we are tell her we are gg for a camp.
moreover, i haven been spending my bdae
wif my family for the past 2 yrs..
last 2 yrs, my class chalet was on my bdae.
this yr no chalet den i say i wan to go camp.
ridiculous.
But God has His ways. of course.
hahax.
i've heard from the others tt
YI camp is a great camp to grow spiritually
wad's more, is tt we had a great speaker
Pastor Dave. all the way frm Australia
i was expecting alot frm the camp.
i wanted to really encounter God this time.
it would be my best bdae present...

this camp was really busy for mi.
13.12.05
was involved in games and usher
rush from sch to make it for games.
check in late. in time for games.
after games, had a quick lunch.
help up wif registration and admin
den went to do ushering.
arranging chairs. tiring!
hahax. but enjoyed it. heex
then there were 2 sessions.
after the first session,
they go bathe and hav dinner.
we had to arrange chairs again
coz pastor was not happy
wif the chairs arrangement
spent like 1 plus hr?
by tt time session 2 starting le.
den p n w tt time see them move the chairs
we nearly fainted!
spend so much effort arranging
den in a mess again. sobx
after tt session had to rearrange again
the rest had supper. we had dinner.
dumbs.
done for day 1.. for most pple.
but not mi. hax.
had to do security.
chase them to slp
nobody really listens
see pple writing encouragement cards
playing wif their handphones..
aso dunno how to push them to slp
last time in sj, its like u can say
dun slp tml u get it!
but YI? errts. zha dao.
anyways,
'security team' sang bdae song for mi
touched. hahax.

so cute. cherie was like..
keep hinting them...
i jus pretend i nv see.
zha dao.

14.12.05
had to go sch early in the morning
practical. so cant pon.
sianx.
cab down to sch
was too tired.
had a dumb practical.
look at microorganisms.
faints.
so tired le still need to strain my eyes.
lazy mi copied frm my friends.
got it wrong anyway.
tt experiment was dumb.
it jus spoilt my day. my bdae.
went for 1 lecture.
den back to Christ church at 1.
they were gonna hav games.
at the last min,
was called into games com again.
after games had a quarrel wif someone

was really very very demoralised

dunno y. i cried.

partially becoz

my day was spoil by tt practical

den this sad thing hav to happen.

its been a long time since i cried.

really long.

those who know mi will noe.

i dun really cry de.

not even when the mtrippers left spore.

but this time i cried.

i tot abt alot of things.

things tt have always been in my mind.

but i chose to ignore it.

at tt moment

everything jus came into my mind.

tears flowed down.

not many saw tt anyway.

but i thank those who came and show their concern.

weiwei actually tot i had a spiritual attack

i assured her tt i was ok.

cleared my tears

den went to the canteen

joined my camp group for the first time

hax. couldnt join them all the while.

den they got duty. serve dinner.

like sj camp liddat.

hahax. so i joined them.

was serving and serving.

still feeling sad.

coz tt person i quarrel wif

wanted to tok to mi after tt.

was wondering wad's gonna happen.

den..

nissi 3 gathered in front of mi

sang bdae song for mi..

at tt moment, i was really...

on the verge of crying again.

i seriously forgot it was my bdae.

after all those sad things happen.

osgodby is wrong

to say tt no one will forget their bdaes!

i heard shouts of

'peijun, we love you!'

from my left and right..

in front of the whole YI...

tt feeling is really indescribable..

pple came over and hug mi

to wish mi happy bdae...

was abit disappointed tt

i didnt see some pple. nvm thou.

after serving the rest of the pple,

i went to cut my cake...

huatx prayed for mi!

really thank him!

den had go meet tt person.

i was late. we had a talk.

a very short one.

but it was enough

to bring mi back to tears.

i went into the hall

tried to hide my tears.

the next thing i see...

another cake..

shocked.

couldnt hide my tears at all.

the usher team sang bdae song for mi

again. within half an hr, 2 bdae song.

cherie pray for mi.

feel so loved! hax.

realised tt the quarrel was to trick mi.

dorts. amazing.

wonders how they noe quarrel will work

errts. but really touched.

tears of sadness instantly became tears of joy!

tt joy overcame tt sadness in my heart.

started to eat the cake..

den i realised sth..

i was still in slippers!

apparently,

we cant be in slippers for sessions!

panicked. change shoes wif xuans

really hav to thank her for helping mi.

hax. she got mi my shoes after tt.

after session, again,

they had supper we had dinner.

den off to security.

do the same thing.

den off to slp.

`~ moi very nice cake! yumyums!

from ushers! simply love them! :) ~

15.12.05

didnt go to sch.

tot it was dumb to go for 2hrs.

waste money

hax.

join my grp for devotion

for the first time i noe wad is devotion

hax. wols.

den had session den games.

was involved in games Again!

this time is i request de la.

coz i haven join my team for the whole camp

den very detached.

so i wanted to help wif games.

anyways, they were playing wif water bombs.

coolx. looking forward.

so the game started.

den there were casualties.

quite a number.

coz they had to run ard the field.

some fell down.

instantly, i became their medic.

simple because i'm sj de. dorts.

so i jus did wad i can.

nth much. jus small cuts mah.

den, there was this ger who fell head down.

den they were like keep calling for medic.

which is mi. dorts.

yupx. got her to a comfortable place.

tried to keep her conscious.

first time handle this kind of thing.

although i sj de aso nv do these things de mah

was quite xia dao.

cut the long story super short.

got her to the dorm and rest.

she very cute. she was quite weak.

den she insist tt she wanna go for the finale

hax. ask her to rest and pray for her.

glad tt she was ok.

and so, i miss all the games.

those water bombs.. hahax.

went to bathe and prepared for finale.

all change to our new shirts!

MY GENERATION, MY RESPONSIBILITY

theme of this year's camp.

had a great finale.

altar call was awesome.

many really experienced God

Holy Spirit filled them..

God presence was so strong in tt room!

many fell.

i witnessed all that. for the first time.

i aso had a close encounter wif God.

for the first time i fell.

i dunno why.

something was pulling mi down

telling mi to let go....

den had high praise.

i would say everyone went crazy!

hahax. FUN!

after tt we took YI foto. cool

wonder how will it turn out.

hahax.

after tt, we arrange the chairs.

den do security again.

tt nite light out was 3am

do security until 4 plus

den tok abit. muahhax.

went to slp at 5.

16.12.05

woke up at 6. 1hr of slp

faints.

had to go sch. IS module cant pon.

was basically slping throughout the lesson.

after tt want to go home slp de.

den realise my house key wif my sis.

went all the way back to causeway to meet them

had lunch wif my YI camp team.

for the first time i ate a full meal wif them.

hahax.

den went home. slp awhile

den had to wake up

study for common test on the day after.

tiredx.

and so, the past week,

i jus had my common test

my first paper. wonder how i will do.

nvm la. suan liao.

this 2 weeks having hols

study weeks actually, but..

last week was in church

preparing for christmas bash

intend to spent one week slacking

nxt week den sudy. hax.

brought christmas presents aso.

looking forward to christmas bash.

really like tt drama. hahax.

professional lo.

and those deco very nice aso!

invited lamerx to come on sat.

but all nv cum.

sobx. se last min ps,

she say nobody cum wif herr.. haix.

Christmas bash

all dressed up for the king's bdae

saw lots of newcomers.

attendence was 500 plus.

which means abt 200 newcomers!

cool rite.

had to sit on the floor.

cox not enough seats

nxt year dunno how liao. hahax

was busy wif ushering again.

had this ribbon on the hand

like wedding reception liddat.

hahax. the place was nice!

was praying and praying 4 salvations

although my friends werent there.

heard altar call was quite good.

Praise God!

after tt had to clear up the mess.

den arrange the chairs back.

when everything was done it was 10pm le.

hahax.

had food! NICE!

high quality men! credit goes to ken! =)

went home shortly

mum was nagging le.

haix.

sobx. couldnt go countdown. sian diao.

~Usher family foto! *smiles*

today's christmas.

baptism in church.

wad a great day for baptism!

congrats to all who got baptised today.

wonders when will it be my turn

haix.

couldnt go and attend their funeral.

hax. but i tink it was fun!

yupx. i went causeway wif my mum instead

dumbs. den cum home.

wad a sian christmas.

last year i went to orchard lo. so fun.

this year.... sobx.

but anyway,

christmas is not abt fun.

its not abt santa giving presents

or friends exchanging gifts.

its abt the greatest gift in the world...

JESUS CHRIST.

"merry christmas! ~

`~ santa's elves ~"