today woke up at 10 plus to watch tv. left hm at 11 plus. sobx. missed the show i wanted to watch. it ends at 12 mah den if i watch finish den cant make it on time le. actually it was de hai's bdae ydae lah.. den they ask mi to go buy cake. ask mi to buy a cake wif a picture of a bird on it. i was like tt's tough. hahaz. den went bp plaza search. dun hav. went causeway den. aso dun hav. no choice had to make do wif a chocolate cake. den went to aj. jus nice they break. but realise tt dehai dun hav break! argh. stoopid mi forgot my own timetable changed! den we actually went to crash dehai's phy tutorial lah.. haha. the teacher very gd! den we sang dae song n smash cake on his face. hehez.
den after tt mui n dehai got lesson. seok went back to nan hua cos got speech day. pak went dating. yen hao went hm. left shu jun zhen yu jie hao n mi lah. den we crap lohz. den shu jun went to find her ex classmates. they doing a 'tree'. hahaz. very nice. den zhenyu n jie hao were playing chess wif their friends lah. at tt point i was quite sian lohz.. den slack n slack until both zws end sch den they came den slack again. zhenyu n jie hao wanted to play truth n dare lah.. den i dun care them. after tt they play until nth to play. zw took my fone say want to call sk. i was okay lohz. after calling den he dun wan to return mi the fone lah... gav teh. den teh pass to zhenyu.. den i was like die lah.. how to get it back. den keep pleading him. but he dun care. de later zw want to help mi take back. snatch here n there den guess wad. IT LANDED ON THE FLOOR!!! rough surface somemore.
took up the fone n i nearly wanted go bang the wall lah.. alot of scratches lah.. my fone like 3 mth old onli lah.. so badly scratched den i was quite pissed lah.. so pissed tt i nearly cried lah.. den the rest of the day xin qing bu hao le lohz.. den still nobody really guan mi lah. den like quite left alone lohz. den keep looking at the scratches the more i look the sadder i am lah.. even now i'm looking at the scratches lah. so heart broken. feeling really really really really down den lahh. i tink i hav nv feel so down before. beyond the state of crying. i keep thinking y did i cum back? somehow nobody cares. b4 i left they were all like u mus cum back k, promise? yah okay as i promised i cum back den nobody cares. so wads the pt of cuming back? i cum back pple still mus find time to pei wo y mus i cum back n ma fan pple? y mus i cum back n cause my fone to b scratched?! i start to regret cuming back. (no offence to any1. jus writing down my feelings.. sorrie if i misunderstood any1) although i didnt look so sad but deep in my heart i knew i felt like dying lah.. not jus becoz of this but many many other things. waited until sk end sch n se n zw n teh went to sk house. i wasnt really in the mood to go. was afraid i would affect the others aso n aso i was afraid i would feel worse. dunno y. den shortly after mui left. zhenyu aso leaving. den jie hao was quite free lah.. den he offered to pei mi lohz. actually i tot if he aso left den i would go window shopping alone again lah. coz i really wanted to be alone. without cing some pple tt i didnt really want to c.
okay n guess wad mi n jie hao did. we didnt noe where to go so jus took the mrt. den we chatted in the mrt. recently too many things happened. finally found the right person to tok to. i really felt much better after talking to him lah. at least there was someone there. really appreciate his advice n stuff lah. he may look jus like a child but, like wad mui said, his thinking is more matured den anyone of us lah. the mrt took us to i tink yew tee den he pei mi go back woodlands again(coz i decided to go sk house). alighted n took the opposite train. lame lohz. reached woodlands den walk ard causeway. its causeway again. always when i'm down i will b at causeway shopping alone. but today's mi n jie hao. pei him go buy waterbottle. saw shao somewhere. den i went to buy icecream n he pei mi walk to sk's house. went sk house den c them playing the bimbo game. some stupid game. still feeling quite down so i jus played. den later ate at sk's house. watched hai tun wan lian ren den play awhile more n went hm..
was feeling quite down den even take foto the smile wasnt really there lah.. sorrie pple if any1 was affected but i dun tink so lah. nobody cares anyway.
-taken @ sk's house- Lamerz..inc w/o fungi n wilson-
den after tt mui n dehai got lesson. seok went back to nan hua cos got speech day. pak went dating. yen hao went hm. left shu jun zhen yu jie hao n mi lah. den we crap lohz. den shu jun went to find her ex classmates. they doing a 'tree'. hahaz. very nice. den zhenyu n jie hao were playing chess wif their friends lah. at tt point i was quite sian lohz.. den slack n slack until both zws end sch den they came den slack again. zhenyu n jie hao wanted to play truth n dare lah.. den i dun care them. after tt they play until nth to play. zw took my fone say want to call sk. i was okay lohz. after calling den he dun wan to return mi the fone lah... gav teh. den teh pass to zhenyu.. den i was like die lah.. how to get it back. den keep pleading him. but he dun care. de later zw want to help mi take back. snatch here n there den guess wad. IT LANDED ON THE FLOOR!!! rough surface somemore.
took up the fone n i nearly wanted go bang the wall lah.. alot of scratches lah.. my fone like 3 mth old onli lah.. so badly scratched den i was quite pissed lah.. so pissed tt i nearly cried lah.. den the rest of the day xin qing bu hao le lohz.. den still nobody really guan mi lah. den like quite left alone lohz. den keep looking at the scratches the more i look the sadder i am lah.. even now i'm looking at the scratches lah. so heart broken. feeling really really really really down den lahh. i tink i hav nv feel so down before. beyond the state of crying. i keep thinking y did i cum back? somehow nobody cares. b4 i left they were all like u mus cum back k, promise? yah okay as i promised i cum back den nobody cares. so wads the pt of cuming back? i cum back pple still mus find time to pei wo y mus i cum back n ma fan pple? y mus i cum back n cause my fone to b scratched?! i start to regret cuming back. (no offence to any1. jus writing down my feelings.. sorrie if i misunderstood any1) although i didnt look so sad but deep in my heart i knew i felt like dying lah.. not jus becoz of this but many many other things. waited until sk end sch n se n zw n teh went to sk house. i wasnt really in the mood to go. was afraid i would affect the others aso n aso i was afraid i would feel worse. dunno y. den shortly after mui left. zhenyu aso leaving. den jie hao was quite free lah.. den he offered to pei mi lohz. actually i tot if he aso left den i would go window shopping alone again lah. coz i really wanted to be alone. without cing some pple tt i didnt really want to c.
okay n guess wad mi n jie hao did. we didnt noe where to go so jus took the mrt. den we chatted in the mrt. recently too many things happened. finally found the right person to tok to. i really felt much better after talking to him lah. at least there was someone there. really appreciate his advice n stuff lah. he may look jus like a child but, like wad mui said, his thinking is more matured den anyone of us lah. the mrt took us to i tink yew tee den he pei mi go back woodlands again(coz i decided to go sk house). alighted n took the opposite train. lame lohz. reached woodlands den walk ard causeway. its causeway again. always when i'm down i will b at causeway shopping alone. but today's mi n jie hao. pei him go buy waterbottle. saw shao somewhere. den i went to buy icecream n he pei mi walk to sk's house. went sk house den c them playing the bimbo game. some stupid game. still feeling quite down so i jus played. den later ate at sk's house. watched hai tun wan lian ren den play awhile more n went hm..
was feeling quite down den even take foto the smile wasnt really there lah.. sorrie pple if any1 was affected but i dun tink so lah. nobody cares anyway.
-taken @ sk's house- Lamerz..inc w/o fungi n wilson-
